It's too bad when you are unable to talk to your God and ask him for some help.
It's too bad when you don't know how to call him.
Sometimes I'm too lonely and helpless, I feel depressed and frustrated when I'm dealing with a problem more powerful than what I can bare, I don't know what to do, how to make up my mind. I'd like to have a watch which can stop the time and then I feel I have enough free time to do what I wish and solve my problem. I'm always in a rush, a rush which doesn't end and seems to last forever, it's been 8 years or more since I haven't found piece. Maybe I didn't seek it, I don't know, whatever the reason is, it's driving me crazy.
I'm interested in "Ave Maria" prayer but I don't have any idea about Latin and the English one isn't touching. So I make my own prayer:
God I've missed you since long long time ago
Believe it or not I desperately need you although it doesn't seem like this
Although I've been very disobedient and proud you're the only one who exactly knows what I want
So Dear God direct me to that
To what's the best for me
You're the source of hope and joy
I didn't find them anywhere else
My life is empty and monotonous
Don't believe my fake happiness
Yes I really really need you
Not for helping me
For being with me
Because YOU are the MEANING of LIFE
and anything else is just rubbish
I don't like to call you My Lord
Although you are the only king of the world, this name makes me feel like you're far far away from me, are you? please don't say yes
God I have nothing to lose
Show the bright side of life that you've promised or
END THIS LIFE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE
Many thanks for everything you blessed me with them
Hope you love me and survive me
Amen
It's too bad when you don't know how to call him.
Sometimes I'm too lonely and helpless, I feel depressed and frustrated when I'm dealing with a problem more powerful than what I can bare, I don't know what to do, how to make up my mind. I'd like to have a watch which can stop the time and then I feel I have enough free time to do what I wish and solve my problem. I'm always in a rush, a rush which doesn't end and seems to last forever, it's been 8 years or more since I haven't found piece. Maybe I didn't seek it, I don't know, whatever the reason is, it's driving me crazy.
I'm interested in "Ave Maria" prayer but I don't have any idea about Latin and the English one isn't touching. So I make my own prayer:
God I've missed you since long long time ago
Believe it or not I desperately need you although it doesn't seem like this
Although I've been very disobedient and proud you're the only one who exactly knows what I want
So Dear God direct me to that
To what's the best for me
You're the source of hope and joy
I didn't find them anywhere else
My life is empty and monotonous
Don't believe my fake happiness
Yes I really really need you
Not for helping me
For being with me
Because YOU are the MEANING of LIFE
and anything else is just rubbish
I don't like to call you My Lord
Although you are the only king of the world, this name makes me feel like you're far far away from me, are you? please don't say yes
God I have nothing to lose
Show the bright side of life that you've promised or
END THIS LIFE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE
Many thanks for everything you blessed me with them
Hope you love me and survive me
Amen
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